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"Not Like Other Girls" // Poetry

I’m not like other girls.

I’m not beautiful,
Or clever,
Or talented,
Or ambitious,
Or loyal.

I don’t know how to take a compliment and I sure as hell don’t know how to give one,
I don’t know how to support other girls because all I think about is myself
I don’t know what friendship truly means because I don’t really trust anyone, not deep down
I only know how to be alone

I can’t find happiness in the simple things
Like pretty flowers
Or a new eyeshadow palette
Or a fairy-tale house
Or a sunset

I only see the rain
Never the rainbow
I only hear the individual notes
Never the symphony
I am a single black tulip among a field of beautiful, colourful blossoms
And it hurts
It hurts a lot

I used to think I didn’t feel enough
Now I know the opposite is true
I don’t feel enough about the real world, I don’t care enough about the people and things happening around meI’m too detached from real life
It’s frightening
But I feel too much when it comes to my stories, my characters, the universe inside…

The Positive Positivity Tag (ft. me being all sappy and sharing all the blogging love), + snippets from a new WIP! (Why am I like this tho)

Hey guys! What's up?

Sooooo I should be working on my WIP right now because I haven't hit my goal of 1K words this morning but eh, whatever, I'll just work on it some more in the afternoon, I don't really feel like writing right now, I'm feeling tired and sort of uninspired... ooh look, that rhymed... okay I'll go now.

So I got tagged with the Positive Positivity Tag by the awesome Dani Jones @ The Book Blog That's Not Actually A Book Blog! (You should check out her blog, it's very cool.) Anyway, this seems like a really lovely tag to share the blogging love, so I'mma do it! Yaay.

Rules: 1. Link and follow the creators on their blogs (I don't think you actually have to do this?) 2. Tag 5 of your favourite blogging friends. It could be because of their posts, personality, anything as long as you love it and want to let them know it! 3. Post on your blog with these rules ~ optional ~ 4. List some reasons about why you tagged these amazing bloggers!

The Awesome Blogger Award! ft. weird childhood aspirations, absolutely crazy summer goals and random people knocking on my door (it's okay they're friendly)

*jumps into view* HEY GUYS! *waves enthusiastically*

How are you all? Enjoying your summer, I hope. Or winter. Or whatever.
It's so hot where I live right now, oh my God?? I mean, it's actually quite nice today, the temperatures have dropped quite a lot, but they've been super high all last week and they're going to go back up again a couple of days from now... I DON'T LIKE HOT WEATHER, OKAY. It makes me feel sleepy and sweaty and like I don't have energy to do anything and just URGH. You can't even really go outside and do anything like I was planning to do this summer because it's just wayy too hot. 
I mean in a way this is sort of good? It means I have a load of free time to work on my WIP... when I feel like I have enough energy to do anything, of course. I actually should be working on it right now, but yesterday I worked on it a LOT and then I started stressing out over it because what if it's terrible, I've worked so hard on it and what i…

Paris-Amsterdam Trip 2018!! : MASSIVE PHOTODUMP, IIINCOOOMING *whump* + holiday thoughts + all the memes because I'm me



Hey guys!! How are you all doing? I hope you're all enjoying the summer! (Unless if you live in the southern hemisphere, then I hope you're enjoying the winter.)

I just got back from my holidays yesterday, and... God I am so tired I can't even. I've been walking and walking for hours every day for ten days and not sleeping that great half the nights and I am DEAD. I'm glad to be back home in my bedroom typing away at my laptop again after so long, I missed it... I had an amazing time on holiday, though! We went to Paris and Amsterdam and I LOVED IT (even if I was super tired lol). So now I'm back, I'm going to write a post about it! Yay!

First off, I just want to apologise for disappearing without any kind of warning, I mean I did mention in my previous post that I was going away but I intended to write another post telling you all that I was going to be away for a while, and... I didn't in the end. I didn't have t…